i don’t know if im actually considered suicidal. do I want to die yes but I don’t want to commit suicide if you know what I mean. I don’t do drugs or smoke or cut myself. I just have this want this very real need just to end it all. Ill do little things that no one notices. ill go around with no seatbelt not because I don’t give a shit about safty more so I want to be thrown from a car and die type of thing. im more then willing to jump in front of a bullet or purposefully talk shit to get […]
