The doctors are giving me to many meds. I like to call them “crazy pills”. It puts a grimace on my mothers face when I say it. The meds make me feel slow, like my brain isn’t working at 100%
They released me from Eating Disorder Treatment. Apparently I’m “fixed” now. I sure as hell don’t feel fixed yet. Today I didn’t eat lunch. If I want to stare, who has the control to  stop me? Just because I’m a minor does that mean I have absolutely no right make choices for myself? I actually feel guilty for lying to my parents about lunch. Shvile