Anyone else on here been in a psyciatric hospital? What’s your story?
I guess I’m just confused. I can’t even decide what to write. I don’t feel like cutting anymore, or even killing myself. I don’t even feel like being dead. I suppose this means the cymbalta’s working. I just don’t want to live. I still have panic attacks daily and thats really the only time IÂ actually feel connected to the world around me. The rest of the time I feel like a real person sitting in a cartoon movie – almost like I’m looking down on everything.I keep making mini suicide attempts though (overdosing, ect.) that I know won’t actually kill me. Part of my brain […]
Does anyone know what would happen if you were to snort Zopiclone or quetiapine?
Bummed out and angry – no reason for it. I feel like I’m going to cry, shatter, fall apart.
Oh well. Here goes my razor blade, slicing into my arm again.
(I hate how this is what I have to resort to)
Is it weird that to me taking 40 advil for a headache seems reasonable even if you know it won’t work? I don’t see the big deal. It took me 59 to OD last time so 40 is nothing to worry about. Yet, no one believes me when I say I was not trying to hurt/ kill myself. Stupid people. They all know I don’t lie. I want to get better. It just struck me as something interesting to do. Why not try it? I handeled it fine and all of it was out of my system the next day during my psych appointment but […]
This whole thing is just so confusing and depressing. Last month I spent 3 weeks in a psych ward. I was brought in handcuffs in an ambulance having swallowed 59 pills and downed a bottle of vodka. The doctors call it an episode. I cut my long hair to above my ears too before the police came. I guess I should fill you in: I had this episode around 2am one night near the end of Feburary. On top of the booze and pills, I cut my hair and was kicking things and throwing things at walls, screaming and making rediculous amounts of noise. I’m in […]
This is my first time posting on this site though I have read it a bit before.
I’m 18 and have had a pretty shitty past 3 years. For the first two I was depressed and suicidal before it apparently turned to anxiety last year (or so I’m told be my doctors). I’ve been pushed around to 10 different therapists and doctors within this time. I miss those for to years more than anything. When I was depressed I was able to function – although like a zombie – and though resolute on wanting to die did not feel much of anything else. It was […]