I’m 25 years old and I’m gay. It was hard coming out to my folks and close friends last year. I have never been on a date nor did dating apps helped me. I just cry myself to sleep, feeling lonely. I have got nice friends to hang out with but I still am empty and sad on the inside, just hoping I could come home to someone. It’s annoying when my friends are either in a relationship or married, and them asking about my non-existent dating life. I have hardly been happy since my sisters’ birth. I reckon that this is my destiny to […]
It’s been quite long since i’ve first felt miserable. the constant feeling of loneliness despite going out and hanging out with friends and family is so chronic. it didn’t end at being sad and miserable. i’ve attempted suicide several times but alas why it’s not working? perhaps different way might help. it’s reason of being in medical school or family issues or self problems that compels this feeing of being helpless and sad. sometimes, suicide despite being a good solution it’s a difficult one to make. i feel terrible and each episode gets worse than previous. i think i’ve to stick to my time plan […]