2day u feel suicidal, 2morrow u might feel happy or u go on happy meds, thus giving u a false feeling of happiness. Or u become religious, in the hope that yo life means shit or u have some divine purpose. Those who are brave enough to face reality linger on in the darkness, either killing themselves or accepting themselves, learning to love the pain, learning to love the feel of cutting oneself, seeing the blood flow. Loving knowing that u’re not wat pipo think u are, that u dont feel anymore, nothing can touch. So enjoy this freedom to run away and not […]
its funny how everything has come crumbling down in a day. I’ve always being suicidal, but i’ve never had the guts to do it coz of my family, but only to realise that everyone who i care about are gone and the rest wudnt give a fuck if i live or die. Am an orphan, spent all my life struggling, getting through school by winning scholarships, working odd jobs here and there. When i finished high school, i got a scholarship into med school. I thought everything was going well coz i cud do the one thing i was passionate about. Am now in my […]