So, fuck this shit man. Fuck it all. I’m tired of feeling so down for no reason. Today may be the day I depart from planet Earth.
Man, I don’t even have a fucking reason to be depressed. So why the hell am I?! I feel so shitty and alone because everyone has legitimate reasons for why they are depressed in life, and here I am. Just some ignorant kid that doesn’t appreciate the good things.
Do you guys plan on leaving a letter behind? I want to be able to apologize and let people know my reasoning behind my suicide but I have the feeling that my apology wouldn’t accepted and that nobody would understand.
I have officially decided to make sure I kill myself this time. I don’t know exactly when, but it’s going to be soon. Â The only time I’ve tried it was around 6 months ago. I took a pack of razors to the alternative school I was attending at the time, went to the bathroom, and started cutting my arms. I only managed to get through the first layer of skin at first. I knew this wouldn’t be enough to bleed out so I took the razor and started slicing into one of the long wounds I had already made and I hear a knock at […]