About a month ago, I was in the most terrible place in my life. That choking feeling you get when your about to lose your shit or flip out – I carried that around everywhere from the moment I would wake up to when I would eventually fall asleep. I cried almost everyday for a long time and watched as every single aspect of my life slowly decayed. I wanted to die. I hated being alive. I would have done anything for someone to kill me, for a car to hit me, for things to just cease. I came very close to committing suicide on […]
