I always get so awkward over this stuff. I mean, I hear people talking about it all the time; about how theyâ€˜re completely and utterly fucked up and how things are just so damn awful. Generally Iâ€™m the one to seek them out, cheer them all up, and set them back on track. But I bet it would be quite a shock to them if they ever knew that the constantly bubbly Jessica, is really a lost and self-hating girl.
Iâ€™m pretty sure it all started about 12 years ago when my father died. The body had been put on display, and me being an unknowing […]