People always say that I am the best to have around I am their best friend. They don’t know I am only good at being so amazing because I am numb. I feel no pain, I used. to have bad depression smile all day, cry all night now I just fight my anxiety. That’s the only emotion I feel besides dead. I keep myself here for my husband and kids cause they need me. I just worry that my anxiety will kill me before I do.
