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wannabedeadcat05

Teen mom who probably shouldn't have had her beautiful baby daughter because I am unstable, used to cut, boyfriend wanted a Romeo and Juliet type suicide, failed, now i wanna jump of a building or even jump in front of a bus. I'm sick I know, I'm sorry, I hope when I die people throw my body in the trash or burn me up and be forgot, it's just... I wanna see my girl grow up but I'm a pathetic excuse of a mother. I don't even go to school, I'm nothing, just getting fatter and uglier and more depressed each day because my boyfriend is an asshole, a prick, a druggy but one of the best things that ever happened to me I love him more and more each day

It’s for the best I promise you

by wannabedeadcat05 11/1/2015

written by wannabedeadcat05

I have made a decision, one that I hope I won’t be hated for because ill be doing that already. I’m going to give my daughter up for adoption, I’m going to be homeless soon, I still can’t get government assistance much less housing (it’s very hard to come by) and the cold weather is getting worse. My daughter can’t live like this anymore, my job as a cashier barely does anything for us I wish I could work full time but it’s only me who takes care of my baby. Her father loves her but is a deadbeat. He says he’s focusing more on […]

11/1/2015 4 comments

I guess its over

by wannabedeadcat05 9/3/2015

written by wannabedeadcat05

These past few months have been hell, i moved out from my dads place after having my baby to live with my mom hoping things would be better with her and they were for a year. Until she and i got into a fight, over my boyfriend. She was right, i was a prick but things were never the same after that, we fought a lot. Up until the point where she started demanding rent, got a job but i wasnt able to.keep it because of my anxiety amd depression. My mistake. Fast foward, she called the police on me after my sister (18), and […]

9/3/2015 7 comments

can I trust him?

by wannabedeadcat05 1/3/2015

written by wannabedeadcat05

I want to throw myself off a building but I have a daughter, poor thing shouldn’t be in this wretched world but I was forced to have her (I’m 18 btw), and I know I should leave her with her father but i don’t even know anymore. He doesn’t have a job, his mother takes care of him, his father doesn’t accept the child, my boyfriend is a druggy with manic depression, lazy, and I just don’t know… Help?

1/3/2015 1 comment