wanttodie2

I would like to know more english. I can read and understand most of the posts but I can’t write all I want or express what I feel. Today is being the worst day ever. So many problems. Cant find a job, dont have any money, I am afraid of being evicted and so tired to be judged by my appearance. I am not a ugly girl, but dont have the typical brazilian beauty. Even with a good resume it seems like I am not beauty enougth to be a lawyer. I have a lot of others problems, sorrows and pain, but now I just […]

No matter what people say, money is the most important thing in the world. If I had some, I’d solve a lot of my problems

Guys, I decide to go on with the overdose/poison meth0d, and I can’t screw up this time, I know all the other meth0ds are more reliable e effective but I am too coward to make another one. PLEASE if anyone knows any medication on poison who works, mail me. I am looking for something that I could make at home. Here in Brasil we can’t buy N. I am begging you guys. My email is wanttodie2@outlook.com

Thanks a lot

Most of people I see here is under 25 yo. Is that means older people suffer less with depression?

I am an atheist too and I have a question. Since there is no god and life has no meaning why we, atheist, suffer? I think I should not care about anything, but life still hurts. WHY?

I see here some people complaining about how their family don’t like them. I can’t imagine how hard is this, but my problem is exactly the opposite. My family loves and care about me, especially my grandma. They will suffer a lot if I do what I intend to do. I really, really wanna go. How can I go in peace if I care so much? I know that when I go I wont see their suffering, and that comforts me. Please say something that encourage me to go without think in the others feelings.
P.S sorry about my english. I am not a native […]

I want to talk with people who really want to die. Please mail me: wanttodie2 at outlook dote com
Wanna discuss about methods.

Some people here seem so nice. Do you already think about a reunion? A meeting would be very cool. I suggest Brazil, summer is coming and the beaches here are amazing. Also, dollar and euro are more valued that our currency.
Think about it. We will have awesome moments, hang out, go to the pub, beach, and, obviously, talk about ours problemas.

I leave my parents house today due to lack of privacy and other problems. I don’t have much money and I really want to start a graduation course, but there is this financial crisis all over the country and my parents tell me that I wont make it. I’m really scared. And if I am not able to pay the rent? It will be humiliating have to admit that I can support myself.
Am I wrong? Should I to stay at my parents home?

It’s 4:00 o’clock in Brazil. I can’t sleep at all. Today I have job interview. I have looked for a job for months and now I am in the deepest depression ever. Just can’t go there.
I pathetic, just pathetic. Why haven’t I courage to kill myself.?

I am desperate

It have to be. I really can’t suffer from it anymore, I’m not overreacting, I feel like I’m empty, can’t feel anything, happiness, joy, pleasure…. I don’t eat, don’t get out of bed, don’t work. Actually, I’m already dead, but with all the responsibilities of been alive. Pretty sure that this sleeping pills plus the anxiolytics won’t work (70 pills more or less), but I need to do this, there is a possibility. My health is not good. If I woke up in a hospital bedroom, I will have ruined everything, my relatives will consider me crazy.
Hope I can finish it, and it doesn’t […]

Oh its so sad when we can’t get a job. I have a graduate degree, experience, work hard, etc. I have so much problems and now I can add this to my list. I feel so bad, useless. I don’t want ask money to my parents. I would accept to work anywhere, even in a bar or restaurant, but apparently there is no job for me.
Why does just bad things happens to me?

I put all my happiness in a person, now he left me. I just can’t live anymore, I can’t breath, I can’t get up. Help me please.

I live with my parents just because I lost my job. I was so depressed that I couldn’t work anymore.
But now the bigger problem is that my parents don’t let me alone. They don’t respect my privacy. They talk about my “problem” with my friends and relatives. I feel so invaded.

I know that the only solution is leave my parents’s house, but I’m affraid don’t find a job and have to go back to here. I need some encouragement. I can’t fail.

I have read several reports here. Many people no longer support their lives and think about killing themselves, just like me. Well, I think that after death there is nothing, it’s like a sleep, but eternal. For me there no other worlds, spirits, reincarnation etc. What do you think about it?
The only thing that make me unconfortable is think about my funeral. I hate this. I can’t get that thought out of my head. I’ve had nightmares about it, I see my body in the coffin, being buried. Do you think about it?

Hey guys,

I would like to ask for someone who ever attempted suicide by overdose of medication or even who has any knowledge about it. Does it hurt to kill myself with sleeping pills (Ambien/Zolpidem) and alcohol? How long I will wait to finally pass out? Yeah I’m a coward, afraid to feel pain or those horrible sensations such as tachycardia, shortness of breath and seizure.
I really appreciate if you can help me.

Thanks