I’m in a very dark place right now, and it’s terrifying me. I think of killing myself constantly. I am in so much pain and nothing is helping me. I hate that I’m thinking these thoughts, and I hate that I have to come to a website for support, but I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I have been on antidepressants for six months and they’re not doing anything; I’ve tried talking to people, tried explaining how I feel but no one understands. I hate myself. I hate what I think, what I say, how I present myself to other people. I hate […]