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my “friends” always hangou without me. Friday after Friday they do thugs together and not ice do I get an invitation. They know were friends, we sit together at lunch everyday at talk in class but apparently they just hate me. So instead I watch TV. but then I slip into this world where ill scream at anyone who bothers me but am so jealous of all the characters. What is going on? Please tell me because I have no idea and I can’t handle it

There are two things that go together that I need to sort out. One is being bullied– I haven’t really been directly bullied. No one stop me in the hallbuoy spreads rumors. No one excerpt myself. I have and ask.fm and I am obsessed with it. I check it every minute of every hour of the day. now I’m going to tell you something and before you say I’m an attention seeker trust me I’m nogo tone day I decided I hated myself so much that I wrote some hate anonymously on my wall and responded defending myself as the answer […]

There are two things that go together that I need to sort out. One is being bullied–

  I haven’t really been directly bullied. No one stop me in the hallbuoy spreads rumors. No one excerpt myself. I have and ask.fm and I am obsessed with it. I check it every minute of every hour of the day.  now I’m going to tell you something and before you say I’m an attention seeker trust me I’m nogo tone day I decided I hated myself so much that I wrote some hate anonymously on my wall and responded defending myself as the answer . I did this […]

The other thing is being alone. Everyday I go to school and whine that I have no real friends. And it’s true, I don’t. People say things to me here and there but no one wants to hear what I have to say. I tell myself that I find comfort in knowing that I’m on my own and I can’t be hurt because there literally is no one to Hurt me but then I find myself whining and crying wondering what I did to have no friends. Whenever I put myself out there I get rejected. Each time I get rejected I […]

I want to  be gone but I can’t. What if something goes wrong and I survive? Then ill look like an even bigger fool. What will people think? not that my family cares but I can’t hit my sister. Shes she only one that’s there even though shes a loT younger. I know it would damage her for the rest of her life and my parents would be mad at me. But they don’t understand when they  yell at me to do things or call me fat I want to leave. They tell me I don’t get it but i do. So much.

I feel like such an idionfor writing this, that I pity myself so much but I can’t help it. I don’t even known if this is normal but it probably is. I can’t be alone with myself. Whenever I am left to think, I decide yet amother thing or daily action social interaction is pointless. Why do we laugh? I keep insulting myself and I can’t get over the fact that ik a failure. But I’m only 14. It just doesn’t work. then I keep thinking I’m special, but I’m not. If I was special wouldn’t everyone else have to be too? I call other […]

I lay awake in bed complaining to myself how fat I am and how much weight I have gained amd I get up in the morning and I can literally taste how good it would feel to be thin. But then I see food. I know I could go on a diet but I have tried so many times and ended up gaining weight. As much as food is necessary to survive, I need it to survive mentally. Eating is the only time during which I  not thinking and drowning myself in thought. I say I want an eating disorder, but I have one. Just […]

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I know you feel like you are ltye only one who understands yoursefl. And youar, nobody knows exactly how you feel or your situation But people do know enough to help a little. Especially the people on this site  let them help you because they know best  share our thoughts here instead of telling the real world we can’t judge you  we are tosimilar whenever you post something find someone in a worse place ct helps you realize things if yu are really sluck , […]

I  used to be depressed and suicidal and thenresized I was just being selfish so I eventually got over i  I started tryin to see the good in everyone and that they ate not only out to get me.

But hen my birthday rolls around.  I had a party came everyone camebut no one would talk to me. Today I went to a holiday party anmascot picked last  for everything   Everyone made fun of me when I did something or said something tomorrow is my actual birthd and no one is going to decorate my locker and they are just going to mock me   […]

Look, i feel bad for all of you that you are sad and everything, just a month ago I was ready to kill myself but it is all stupid. Try to remember how happy you werev before any of this happened. Wasn’t that fun? You can go back to that. I know that you find comfort in your sad feelings but it is easier to get around if you get over it. All you have to do is find the underlying issue and work it out. That does not have to mean talk to someone, it just means find a way to laugh about it […]