I’m having a really rough time staying alive right now. Every moment is filled with anxiety and a wish for death.
I’m trying to hold out until my brother is out of jail at the end of the month. But this is getting more difficult by the day.
Does anyone have any tips on how to hang on for just a while longer?
Seriously. I’ve tried and failed to take my own life, and my family will hurt less if I get “murdered”.
I’m in California. You’d think finding a way to “accidentally” die here would be easier…
So, I’m broke. Lonely. Celibate, and plan to stay that way. I’ve been trying to find ways that I can make money. I haven’t worked in 8 years. I just turned 27. Are there short pudgy exotic dancers? Cuz that might be kinda fun, but I’m not skinny. I like dressing up, and I like it when guys look at me and wish they could have me. It’s flattering. But given that my body type isn’t “Barbie”, I’m just wondering if there’s any possibility in this career choice.
Thoughts? Suggestions?
Last week I slit my wrists, all the way up my arms, multiple times. Anywhere I saw a vein, I sliced hard and fast. Amazingly it didn’t hurt. Earlier that day I went to the store and bought a brand new kitchen knife, for exactly this purpose.
I’m still alive. I cut myself so badly that I turned my bathtub full of water dark red. I saw the blood spurting out of my veins. I wished for death. Irritatingly, my veins stopped bleeding after only a short time. So I found veins on my legs and ankles to slice up. I’m fair skinned, so finding them […]
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