I’m having a really rough time staying alive right now. Every moment is filled with anxiety and a wish for death.
I’m trying to hold out until my brother is out of jail at the end of the month. But this is getting more difficult by the day.
Does anyone have any tips on how to hang on for just a while longer?
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What I do is try to think about what my friends n family to help me out n they care about me n think about how they would feel if you just gave up on yourself I know it’s hard to but that’s what I do I’m still here
I don’t want to sound rude- but musterbation can make you very happy and it helps to release the ‘feel good’ hormones. It might even make your depression go away. Have you tried it?
Lol unlucky. That’s part of my problem. I’m celibate since my husband passed away. I’m gonna die pure… he’s the last person who gave me intimate pleasure, and he will always be the last..
Hmph. Who said that celibates can’t musterbate? If I were you I would musterbate till I loled in pleasure. Anyway, it’s just my opinion. If you don’t wanna have the pleasure, it’s your choice.
A friends get me by – mostly ones I’ve made here. Sometimes it helps a lot and sometimes not so much, but they mean a lot to me and I try for them.
Really I am in the same place right now though…I know exactly how I would do it and think about it in graphic detail.
I felt a little better after talking with a SP friend I hadn’t heard from in a few weeks. She has this way about her that always lifts my spirits some. I’d suffer pain many times over if I could somehow take hers away.
Yes. Take it day by day minute by minute or even seconds if you need to. Be patient. It will pass.
My suicidal urges always come back and seeing as how I’m not special, I know other humans go through the same thing. Yours may return and you can be ready. I have a suicide hotline saved in my phone. & I journal, or sob or what have you. I just let myself go where I need to go as long as it’s legal and won’t wake the neighbors.
Sometimes it’s just impossible to get over someone so special and means so much, I’m so sorry, if you do intend to find peace then a short delay can means you can make sure of your plans, also keep talking on here, we’re here for you EvilKitten, I hope we can keep you with us but I understand if not.