i slept with my ex many, many times. he has a girlfriend who he loves and who iI really like. i can’t stop even though i want to. we have such a fucked up relationship. last time i slit my wrists in front of him and he sucked the blood, then we fucked. i know it’s wrong, and everyone who knows wants to walk away unless i get help, but i just can’t bring myself to care. cutting myself and not eating, or throwing up what i do eat is how i get through the day, otherwise i’d just walk in front of a bus. […]
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whiskylullaby
i did some horrible things, and now all my friends are walking away, and i can’t care enough to try and stop them. i don’t want to be here. i hate myself. how can i make it look like an accident?