he said he needs a break. he said i destroyed him. but thats the only way i know how to love. am i a failure in love too? i feel so hollow. my tears wont stop neither the bleeding from my wrists. tell me how to cope with it when he is gone?
So i dont know how this works so i am gonna start off by saying why i wanna get run over by a bus. You see i fucked up my life big time by my own hands last year and also this year. even when i could see that i was ruining my life i didnt stopped. its like i was enjoying watching myself get rekt. i am so fuking stupid! my dad finally decided its better off that i leave college cuz becoming a graduate is not for me. then coming to MY ABUSIVE JERK OF A BOYFRIEND. yea it would require another […]