bad bad worse
the never ending
all ways bending
dagger that is life
don’t try to fens with it
no use for the expense of it
just except the blows
and continue the descent
every fucking time
i raise my glass hiy hiyer even
to the invisible wall flower that is me
never ending possibilities
of how to exit life’s dead stage
keeping in time with the fucking rage
life is strong in a evil way
getting on you leave then trowing you away
ever time it […]
that it reley im don here fuck this i give up you win i dont whant to be here ill drink my self in to a oblivean on schtish wisckey of dart moor beer mmmm so yer that me no frends and well not careing i youst to help people you know i loveds it now i get greef im 16 and i feel like im 100 iv know more bout life that i would have you belev im smart but still in the botum streem in school i did pre traning for the paras iv whatch two of my frends kill them selfs in freont of […]
so to night i whent to dramer i didunt see the blood till i was in evrey one looking at it my arm in a net of red driping shit thay star at me for 3 minits i cant move im stuck there there eyes drilling in to me like iv just killd some one infront of them i leve on my own isalatid wtf was i thinking how did i not see
achal qweshion iv cant talk to no one thinking of ending it agen need a way out im giving in to shit im week worthless nothing and no one cares
it seems that my life revolvs rownd cuting drinking and wining im sick of it
two shots of wiskey in the morning folowd by wining bout my own pettey self pittey then carving a a name in to my skin over and over wining some more then oblitrating my self when im sober im like this haling my self not life my self and whant iv don to my self the why iv liyd in an atempt to make frends then drinking to forget keeping my self alive is a dayly strugun that reqires three pills and 26 drinks and all i think of this is […]
arguns is not the focul pnt of this one sorry
i told my mates what was wrong there solushion get drunk im allredey pisst off my head the hilite of the evning them geting a girl to sleep with me it was clere she was uncomfortabull i askt and saspishions were coret thay got her drunk and pestid her tell she gave i told them dan says “ok” terns “will aney one shag my mate hes been rejetid” well thanks dan so yer never trust your mates
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=By7ctqcWxyM&list=RD02CMX2lPum_pg
thay say all you need is love or your helth to be happy some people say money if aneyy of theys are right im fuckt
under the rode brig
wet hot and shit filld
needels allarownd
bottels of beer
drunk to erly
mum fownd me
in the wreck of my life
run away from mum and him
im a littel dick in his mind
sumer holds no good just shit
frends gon
famaly wish i was dead
and dont blame them
acustic gutar song wighting
leting my pane flow trow me
1 deep breth
2 3 4 go wight play just get it out
if not the other semfor of life cuting
that dos it
feeling beter allredey
and then talk to my self for the rest of the day
so luckey
to be here
i dont think im going to make it to night its hot frustrating sickly all my problemes are back and i feel the what of school leve as i leve the hell hole but replaced by well smart arss youv got out of schol what now iv got my dad who whans me to work my mum who whants me to go uney iv got peopleon my cace i cut a bit tonight deep not going to killme but its a midelfinger to life and mum and dad fuck them i think as my teen age side of me takes over but then 35 year old […]
we havet to say good bye to frends
who left this world and you
to live in the way thay whant
not comeing home in ters
no more runing with sheres
lighting no more fires
saying good bye to frends
all thay left was a note
all i will leve is a memorey
if i deside to go
nothing solid or still
but a moving brething almost sething gost
cos thats all i was a flower on the wall
a joke for the passers bye
just one more god dam gost
see throw and glowing
face tend […]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LsmCP3OH-g&list=PL477888209A803A68
so today was my last day at school and if you havent exspreanst it its shoutd be the best thing in the world but i got rejetid i was beten up i feel like shit and im thinking bout the gun i fownd so yer this is fun all i got to look fword is tax’s and shit dity alone and probly by my own hands
well that whent well….. not
im a bit upset athow nothing like i am normaly just well it dosunt help dos it im not blaming her she sayd it was cos she was confusd about her sexualtey was she beeing nice or did she meen it iv know her for some wile now…. if im honist im in love with her and i whant to tell her im just to emoshanel and to sensiv another crack in my life i know its a petey problem comperd to alot of the stuff out there and comperd to the shit iv been trow this is dick sisd but i thort id […]
all the good things
come to an end
the dancing will stop the wine will run out
the parteys over
im off to bed
go home you wont see me agen
the blues playing loude
and the blood starting to flow
the cut the gun
the hang mans rope
all will singing the blues
the singing starts
the needel from the tern table
bleeding dansing on your own
then she comes in and the key terns
all wille singing the blues
get redey
go out
tiy the knot
don’t let them see
hang there 2 minits of pane and panic
then light and no pane
sownd so simpul
not for me and now I don’t were she is
what she thinks of me
if we can be like it was
im I dead to her
sister of understanding
younger than me but with more sens
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