leting go fuck it im going to tell you evrey thing so if you read this let me know below

that it reley im don here fuck this i give up you win i dont whant to be here ill drink my self in to a oblivean on schtish wisckey of dart moor beer mmmm so yer that me no frends and well not careing i youst to help people you know i loveds it now i get greef im 16 and i feel like im 100 iv know more bout life that i would have you belev im smart but still in the botum streem in school i did pre traning for the paras iv whatch two of my frends kill them selfs in freont of me and 1 jumpt off a brig iv got no frend cos evrey ones scard of me cos i diyd in totel of (thats ccombining all the minits) 57 minits over the atempts iv tryd to kill my self 14 times and im starting to think im emortel im in love with a girl who hates me and apart from the teen problems and drugs im mad like funey mad i make people laugh i laugh lots my self i make out to be a happy boy but im diying inside i hate it when i see people moning bout pont less shit and  think if i showd them this site what would that think

i wine alot i hate my self more iv just lost my frend to me being stupid i hate my self so much theres to sides of me not split personalateys but theres a man in my head with a gun going go on i dear you so i welcom you to the island of broken toys were the damd and hell spat live oh i sing play gutat act wight poems but still i look for my dads aprovel and that of my peres iv never been invitid to a partey in my life and the ones i had i was on my own i love evrey one i meet and even if thay piss me off i try to love them i run across the street hoping to get hit the uk exsam seeson is a bich another problem i dont need in a spent pees of shit filld fuckt up dis ownd loon who 50% mad 40% suicidel and 10 % in love with evrey one but 100% wrong

if you reed this to the end id like to know so pop a coment below so i know at lest some one cared enuf to reed my short life

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