Just like you all I have experienced depression ,depression so bad that it drove me to almost killing myself and even praying death upon myself. Life seemed unfair to me, it was like everything I did failed ,it was as if God was against me ,I hated him for it and even went as far as cursing him multiple times without any fear of him whatsoever. I was constantly disappointed in the world and people ,because everything  seemed “fake” , superficial and cruel ,life just seemed like a popularity contest with winners and losers and I was losing(each and every time no matter what lol). […]