He’s stood by my side through my depression, went above and beyond, more than anyone else would ever even think about. He stayed with me after my last attempt and tried to get me help. I can’t explain how much i owe him. Now though I’m nothing more than a burden. He see’s me as a parasite and i can see it in his eyes when he’s angry hed love nothing more than to squash me like one. Or if i just dropped dead everything would be ok for him, everything would be better. I’ve been on meds for a year now and they have […]
I made an attempt in July. I tried to hang myself, I had blacked out when the cord snapped. a friend helped me back then, got me to a doctor and then a psychiatric unit. I’ve tried so hard to be normal and happy but I just don’t have the energy anymore. I lost my job because i just can’t hide my depression anymore. I find myself alone wishing to die, in company wishing to die. Afraid to act again out of guilt. I really don’t know how I can get through another night like this. I’m so lonely and afraid, everything makes me cry […]
Ivethine been trying the last few days always falter at the last, just tried to call Samaritans no answer. How can I take this as anything other than a sign??
It’s time