I have travelled the world and done things most people wouldnt have the guts to do. Currently on a full on adventure, have been for 7 months. I dont give a fuck though, I am still bored, I am still the same useless fucking wanker, I will never be able to be normal like the rest of you. If there is a god, give me the strength to finally just die.
i think reading how terrible everyone feels only magnifies all of our pain.
I felt suicidal as a teenager, 20 years ago, and never thought it would happen again. I’m a trained mental health worker, I know the signs, I know who I am supposed to call, what I’m supposed to do, but I don’t see the point. Up until May this year I thought suicide was a sad act, and now, I think it is a viable option. Infact, I’ve come up with my own therapy, I have a plan. On the 26th of September 2014 I am allowed to take my own life. Four months before this date, decision making goes in to lock down- as in- […]