I’m 25 and I’ve been severely depressed since I was a small child. Â I’ve attempted suicide almost a dozen times since I was 14, and can’t seem to get it done. Â No matter what I do or how many loving and caring people I try to surround myself with, I can’t help feeling useless, worthless, powerless and like nothing I do will matter.
I’ve been emotionally and psychologically destroyed by my family, peers and the system that I’ve grown up surrounded by. Â I feel as though almost everything I do is some form of capitulation to the institution, especially my suicidal thoughts and feelings. Â I constantly […]