I want to write a poem for everyone on this site. I just need some help on what to include in it. I know everyone is capable of helping! so please do.
I.cant.breathe!
I.cant.breathe!
Hi, I'm Jacqueline, i used to be able to fake through but now all o want to do is is die. Im a suicidal mess.
free me. save me. release me from the cell. you say if i die i will go to hell. well life is a *****, so i dont give a shit i’d prefer to see where the demons dwell. i dont want to hear it. dont want to hear you plead. “your life is to precious, just listen to me!” i’ve listened before and it turned out as lies, your words are just tricks put in disguise. so goodbye ill die and never come back. seeing your faces will surely make me laugh.
so scream, bleed, do what you need. say goodbye. will they mourn? will they cry? while they stumble you will fly. bye bye life bye bye sorrow. hello knife goodbye tomorrow. It’s time to part. strike your heart. and slip away. slowly fade. goodbye, good day. I fear i can’t stay…
stare at the paleness of it all. Your hand grasps the cold metal that will soon realease you from your sorrow. it will mask the pain of life.
just one slice and you can tell,no matter how many times you say it wont happen again…it will.
I look down and i think to myself, how did it come to this? I thibk back to their words, the hatred and meaness of it all. If only they had known the outcome of their actions. It’s not just a game anymore, now its serious. now it can cost a life.
Slice.
i watch as it […]
so many feelings and thoughts whirring
around in my head i feel like im going to
explode! none of em’ make sense and i cant
figure them out it’s like they’re written in some
foreign code but at the same time i know what
the say “AH!” too much it’s all to much! so much noise whirring aroud i feel like my head
is being slowly sliced into peices and looked
at. i cant make sense i have so many secrets
so many lies but at the same time i cant tell
myself the secrets and i cannot find the
truths!!! AHHH so […]
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