Life feels pointless. There are no words. I could die now and not feel a thing.
Do you hear when I scream, when I cry out from pain? Do you see me bleed? See me shatter? Do you get so close to saying something and then change your mind? Do you type something and the delete it immediately? Do you feel like glass?
Well cool, we have something in common.
You’ll all cry for me one day. But you won’t really cry for me. You’ll cry out of your own sorrow. You’ll be so sad that your little psychologist left you. “What will I do now?” you think. Not “I can’t believe she is gone. It’s terrible that we made her feel so bad that […]
I don’t concern myself with mindless details. The world is supposed to be this place where you can be yourself. Yet I’m stuck following the rules. The path they laid down for me. Why can’t I break from that. There is nothing wrong with me, I am fine. I am healthy, happy. So why am I just so desperate for this to be over. Is there really a point? My actions have yet to save a single person. But every person who I “fix” (these are the ungrateful ones, not the ones who become family and help you, no; these are the ones who steal […]