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i just need to talk for a while
my kik – sid477
if you’re free to talk just message me on kik sid477
i just want to talk to someone to feel okay
Another day of pain and it is bringing some more sorrows in my life. I’m just another girl trying to fit in this perfect world with some tummy and dried eyes.
I try new hairstyle everyday and wish someone would notice but there are people to criticize and no one to realize the hurt and pain i feel inside all night.
I did not imagine my life would fall apart this way and i never wished to live in this pain but there are truths that my eyes cannot hide and these tears come out uninvited.
Ugly and Beauty is not everything.
They think your crazy
They think your mad
They call you stupid, worthless,
Tell you your not worth it
Now your walking back
To a place you call home
But you feel so alone
The same hurtful hits
It’s your darker place
In your virgin ears,
The remarks they made
And if they, if they really knew,
All those things
That you do in your room to hide the pain
I bet their minds would change
Yeah,
I’ll bet their minds would change
They’d change if they knew the pain
Cause I believe in these scars
I believe in your scars
I wish i could Marry Marilyn Monroe
im a boy and my girlfriend is my blade
She(my blade) makes me forget all the pain i have
She understands me
and when i cut
it brings smile on my face
As this blade run across my arms
Feels like i am leaving my pain
There is no other exit
From this unwanted insane
It’s coming out of my skin
Blood is flowing
Pressure is building on my vein
Tears are falling
My skin is tearing apart
Separating me from my pain
But inside i am screaming loud
Oh someone please stop this rain
I am left alone here
Living in this hell
All i see is blood everywhere
I want to get out of this shell
I haven’t used nail paint from a long time
But see how red are my nails
you all laugh at me
stairing my scars
but u would never understand
my razors are my only painkillers
when i was left alone last night
in the only place i ve find
i didnt know how to hide
all my pain burried deep inside
but you would never understand
the feeling that comes
when all u have
is the blade in your hand
seeing your life ahead
cursing the life u left behind
when all u wanted
is to feel alive
They say im 18
but im still a child
who falls every night
wish someone could save her
just to make her feel alive
They say im mature
but im still a child
who’s not ready
for the painful rides
im so afraid
these things will never change
and her pain inside
yes im a child
and i cant hide
my pain
which is burried
deep inside
im acting
just like a child
because they would never understand
the feeling that comes
when u cut ur hands side by side
She is cutting again
she cant hide here pain
blood flowing from her veins
and they call her insance
She is insecure again
but the marks she made
in her room last night
with the only way she finds
She is pulling her sleeves down
she is crying all along
the way to her school
is not so far
She is afraid
to face the crowd
she better know
they will make her drown
she don’t want
to go back to the place
full of insults
and an unwanted pain
they call it school
she calls it hell
because that’s the only place
where she lost herself
And now
she is down again
but it’s not her fault
why every time she should pay
She is going back
to her home
but she cant bear
this […]
You look into your drawer
to find your thing
which can hide your pain
give you relief
But
i want you to know
before you pick up your razor
i love you
and this love is much easier
I will pick you up
when you feel like falling
i will hold you tight
when your razor is calling
i will kiss your eyes
when you tearing apart
i will give you everything
and all the love you want
I will sit with you
share your pain
i will love you everyday
this love will never end
when you will be alone
with your razor and knives
i ll come and say
baby you don’t need this
come with me
i will show you what i believe in
I will take you on […]
This story is about the girl who learned to live alone.
She used to sit alone in her classroom. She used to walk alone because nobody likes talking to her. She used to be alone all the time. She failed in almost everything in her life. She was tired of the insults and the pain she had inside. People used to laugh at her all the time, make fun of her, follow her to insult her more and more.
She was tired of the way she chooses to fight with her pain. She used to cry all night. She used to stair the walls all the time and remember her pain […]
please someone come and hug me
please hug me tight and make me believe this pain will end
and please hug me and let me get out of this depth of my fears
please hug me tight and make me believe me im strong
leave me alone
let me bring the pain out
cut and cut all the time
cutting feels so great
scars makes me feel secure
just fuck off im too tired of this fucking shit and its getting worse i just want to end it someway and feel a permanent relief no more pain no fears nothing to worry
true relief from all the fucking shit
end this life and free myself from tommorows and my yesterdays
freedom from this suffocating past and fucking future
but im sure life can bring answer to my ques. but death cannot
please stop the fuck you have in yourself to make me study
i cant study
fuck you
fuck studies
fuck books
fuck words
fuck letters
fuck alphabets
fuck numbers
fuck everything related to studies
please see the fuck u have in yourself and please dont force me to study
fuck studies
fuck everyone
fuck books
fuck words
fuck alphabets
fuck numbers
please try to sing this song in your own rhythm
Sitting Alone
Trying To Hide
Remembering Your Pain
And All Those Hurtful nights
The Way You have hold On
The Way You Believed
It all Seems Going Down
And You Are Loosing Your Everything
You Have Tried
Tried So Hard
But Still Can’t Find
Any Light Through It
Because You Are Broken
Broken From Inside
And Showing The World
That You Still Can Fight
Now, Your Eyes Are Getting Tired
of Staring The Walls
All Alone
yeah, All Alone
In This Lonesome House
You Want To End It All
You Want To Leave The Pain
And Free Yourself
From This Unwanted, Insecure, Troublesome
INSANE
Because You Are Broken
Broken From Inside
And Showing The World
we are shaking
and shaking so hard
but dont loose the grip
its all we’ve got
they cant see the pain
we feel in our heart
its like heartache
and making us falling apart
but we won’t give up
we will be stronger now
we will fight together
till we see the light through the clouds
we all gave up
when it was so hard
but its time to show them
who we are
we were not weak
we still arent
it was just the […]
i dont know how can i love you
when im broken from inside
i dont know how can i show you love
when i never showed it wiseÂ
i dont know how can i feel your love
and call you mine
i dont know how can i give you all my love
when im so afraid to have you in my life
yes i remember the first time i was in love
i remember all those feeling with a significant touch
but i bleed and bleed so hard
why did you leave […]
yes we are not broken bur the fucking people around us are broken who keep judging us
please stop the fuck you are no worth it
just go somewhere and think of how much it hurts us how much it hurts when you all say you can understand but none of you can give the shit about us
you are suckers you are fuckers
we are better than you all
you say you can understand ah fuck you because you cannot so dont give a shit about what you cannot
don’t think you are so wise when you don;t even know the single drop of pain