but I am lurking this board for some weeks and it kinda relieves me to read some of your posts.
I have been depressed for 15 years now and without any meaning, any point and any hope for ever getting better, it’s often hard to carry on.
I really have deepest respect for everyone who tells his/her story on here and finds the courage to end their suffering. I know I can’t as I still cling too much on this shit I call my life. Anyway, thanks for reading my useless post, I really appreciate you all.