but I am lurking this board for some weeks and it kinda relieves me to read some of your posts.
I have been depressed for 15 years now and without any meaning, any point and any hope for ever getting better, it’s often hard to carry on.
I really have deepest respect for everyone who tells his/her story on here and finds the courage to end their suffering. I know I can’t as I still cling too much on this shit I call my life. Anyway, thanks for reading my useless post, I really appreciate you all.
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Whenever you’re ready to share, this is a safe place.
It was not meaningless!!
Hey, I get it.
I’ve been suicidal before.
But before that, I wasn’t.
And right now I’m not.
But I’ve almost always been a cutter.
I cut even when I’m not suicidal.
I had an entire year where I didn’t cut, but all my poetry was about suicide.
I wasn’t suicidal and I wasn’t cutting, but I was obsessed with anything in regards to suicide. Music, newspapers, videos, blogs, poems etc.
I’m not suicidal right now, but I’m still on this site cause it helps me with my depression and cutting. It’s helpful.