i dont know what i can do to be happy. ive been fighting this battle since i was 12. i love cutting myself, its sick i know. but being able to see the blood flowing down my arms excited me. ive been using drugs since i was 15. my drug of choice/choices was xnax and heroin. i did xnax alot more then i did heroin. i recently was hospitalized for attempting suicide for the 3rd time. the last time i tried killing my self, my best friend got there right in time before i jumped. she ended up taking me to the hospital where i […]