I have felt that life is pretty pointless for a long while now. Although things get better for a little while, it’s all temporary. I’m lying to my friends that things aren’t bothering me, I’m lying to my really close friends and telling them that I am not considering suicide as an option anymore.
It has stopped worrying me that I am considering it as an option, and I suppose that fact should be worrying me itself but it doesn’t. I’ve stopped myself from making solid plans, but I have a big life altering event ahead of me, and I am thinking that if that […]
