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They’ll be so surprised. I can hear them now he was such a nice guy.

everything I cab seen to think if leads to death. It’s seems more than an obsession than anything. I’ve begun to loose everyone around ne again and everything I do seems just to fail…I see no other way , but if I do it….. I dont want to be found

Life is not worth living with this pain inside……….an ultimate way out is not a need, it is a necessity.

hypothetically speaking, if someone had 2og of seroquel, booze, a place that noone can find them for several hours (perhaps a private spot on a beach at lowtide?) and maybe even smoked a big jay beforehand (helps with vomiting?) how lethal does this combo sound? 20g is alot, figure 12-15g is good enough. confused on method of ingestion. would said person just take like 70+ big pills one after another real fast wash it down with something, or would parachuting them be more effective/easier? dilute in water? rectally? its for a story im writing. i know 1 to 40 overdose attempts are fatal, but if one […]

A good man dies and I remain?
Everything as was expected of him,
By all accounts a beautiful life,
Lived his faith,
A beautiful wife,
A beautiful child,
A beautiful home
Followed the rules…
And
Killed for a truck.
The rain falls on the just and unjust,
We all get wet to shiver in the pain.
A good man dies and I remain?

Hi,

I have suffered from PTSD from being obducted sometime ago, i cant seem to get over it and it has effected my life in a big way. The worst of it is, I have tried to hang myself but the noose broke, a week ago, i tried a OVERDOSE. everything was planned and arranged, I wrote letters to my close friends or family. I wanted to die in a peaceful place, and somewhere close to my nan that passed away some years ago. So I decided to die at her grave, someone found me and the hospital managed to save me life. After my friends […]

all the good things

come to an end

the dancing will stop the wine will run out

the parteys over

im off to bed

go home you wont see me agen

the blues playing loude

and the blood starting to flow

the cut the gun

the hang mans rope

all will singing the blues

the singing starts

the needel from the tern table

bleeding dansing on your own

then she comes in and the key terns

all wille singing the blues

Hey guysers, I had an account on here before but it’s what I like to call my ‘loser’ account. I’m not going to talk about my problems on here cause.. I hate talking about myself. So like, Im going to be Savin’ some lives and annoying some people so they won’t do anything dangerous. so if you want to chat to me- my email is immarebal@hotmail.com. Prepare to be convinced >:)

I reached a point in my life where it doesn’t matter if I live or die.

All I do is leech, and provide service to no one.

When you reach a point like that, where the universe could go on functioning perfectly well without you, perhaps you should dip out.

save yourself some of the trouble, I mean you will die eventually.

Sometimes your past clouds up your future.

Sometimes you just have to fucking believe.

You have to say “Fuck That ************! I ain’t goin’ out like that!”

I can’t believe I had a noose tied and ready. I was soo gonna do it today. I was just like “Fuck It.” […]

I cant sleep..nothing weird for me tho..i never sleep..its like ur brain suddenly decides to remember things u just want to bury and forget…how can i stop all these thoughts?..how can i finally be at rest?..how?..

Saying things are hard is an understatement, yet everyone just keeps saying it. They keep expecting me to say it too, like that one word makes it all make sense. Like saying I feel bad gives justice to my feelings. Well it doesn’t. I feel twenty things in just as many minutes, sometimes even seconds.

I tried to tell someone, someone I really cared about. I told him I’d finally made my decision, that after a lot of research and back and forth I was content with my answer. I told him it felt right, like this is what I’ve been waiting to do all these […]

We really need to bring these into existence.  There’s too much pointless suffering that goes on in this world.  Some people just want to end it.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_booth

People honestly think I choose to be like this, they think I choose to feel this way. “Just stop and be confident” they say, but they don’t understand how hard it is. People honestly think I choose to feel so horrible about myself that I cut.

I don’t say I can’t do things for attention, I say I can’t because I don’t want to be embarrassed in an attempt to do it, and I don’t want to have high expectations and let myself or anyone else down.

I wouldn’t subject myself to self mutilation if I honestly believed in myself.. -__-

I am a freshman in High School and I never knew that It would be so hard. My mom yells at me and makes it all worse. She calls me swears and useless things like that. I know she loves me deep inside but it hurts. Then I go to school. I have a lot of friends but I feel so lonley. A guy I liked played me and he still is playing me. My friend back stabed me and I feel like my teachers don’t really like me. This year is such a mess. I don’t know what to do anymore I am drowning […]

(T)orn apart (I)nsecure (R)eally faking my smile (E)xtremely sad (D)rowning in my tears