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My dad killed hisself. Everyone in y family has tried. I have otried a lot. Now I can’t stop cutting. Help me!
This will 100% be my last post on here at 12 tnite i will finally pull the trigger. this site has been so helpful in making it this long. i just wanted to use this to say my last goodbye. dont mourn the dead… mourn the living
I am kind of enjoying a rare peaceful moment…the hour is almost midnight, I am in my bedroom and the window is cracked to let in the cold brittle air of this winters night in yet I hear only the softest of rain patter. It is calming, and the waft of water is cleansing as I breath it in.
Earlier today I was stressed with resume writing for a job I don’t even want to apply for. Then I found a different post and thought, yes, I could do this, and it was easier to write to the qualifications this posting wanted! […]
Girlfriend: love me
Parents: be proud of me
Friends: like me
Brother: trust me
Best friend: laugh with me
Please just help me. I couldn’t walk to bed without crying. My leg was numb…and now I just feel this odd pain. The pain 100 cuts in twenty minutes :/ epic job of mine was to
A. Tell someone, who wouldn’t even help me (I don’t blame them)
B. Hit a wall. Fuck.
41 one more days tell i am done. the plan is set in stone i have the gun i have the note. i just need time to move faster. 41 more days in hell, 41 more days of pain. i am looking forward to my final rest.
Well people it’s a cliché that we born to die, but is true we have good or bad moments but always the end is dead, so what is the problem with smoke? What is the problem with uncontroled sex? What is the problem? We will die finally.
We spend all our life trying to find a way to live more years or to be healthy… Life is more than that and maybe thats why we are here in this site screaming and begging to someone’s support and a shoulder to cry, we are a symbol of selfharm because we choose it unconsient.
I know how […]
I wish life wasn’t getting harder for anyone. I wish I could make strength from pain for everyone to endure. I wish there was someone who decided to take these problems into huge consideration. As life continues more and more people who need this site haven’t heard of it and problems get worse. I want a cure for these painful endurances. Not medication.not suicide. Not just speaking or in this case typing but something different. If we can show the world how bad it sucks to be in our shoes will things change? I want me wish to be a dream… then it will […]
I put my heart and my soul
Into everything I write
You came here and you stole
And betrayed the copyright
From another site
(2 actually)
If you’re gonna cite word for word
At least have the nerve
To tell us you didn’t write it
But you keep on lying, you deny it
Makes me wonder if your life is
Half as bad as you claim
Im not here to ruin your highness
I’m not about any fame
I’m just being honest
And honestly I’m mad
How could you could lie this much
Who do you think you are, my dad?
Just be real with us and yourself
Hell, maybe you do need […]
I don’t feel like committing suicide. I’m a Born again Christian. But I am feeling overwhelmed. And I have a lot of anger in me for some reason. I pray I don’t hinder anyone by what I am about to write.
People say to reach out when you are feeling down, but most people are to busy or don’t understand I think.
People may think that pointing the finger, and telling you what you are doing wrong is helpful, in this state of mind it’s not. A hug or a high five on what your doing right is helpful.
Anti depressants or the magic pill as i call […]
SP, some of the people on here i really think i can consider to be like family.. they always post back and give me good advice, and are bluntly honest which is exactly what family does.
SP i love you all.. and care for you all like close friends and family..
Today has been weird.. i have been in hyper and in a fairly decent mood.. but at the same time, part of me is really sad… Im just tired.. might go to sleep early tonight.. i can bullshit my homework in the morning before class..
i really miss him.. but im happy without him..
fucking confused.. prob going to sleep.. goodnightt
Boy am I glad to find this site.
Just to be able to write down some thoughts here and not in my despised self help diary notebook.
I was driving around town afraid to come back home. Another sleepless lonely night awaits me. I am scared because I haven’t been this alone in last 3 years.
Here’s a short background story:
6 years ago I found myself wrapped in suicidal thoughts and plans. I delayed them for various reasons. And I tried to build myself as a person. I failed, gave up, found some strength again and tried again, and failed again.. It was a […]
I didn’t want to have to try any harder to accept my problems, but since my boyfriend didn’t believe me, I had to argue what I already hate to be true. You’re provoked to defend something you already hate—something you already didn’t want to be thinking about. He doesn’t believe that mental health problems exist. Having to open my mouth to convince him that he’s wrong makes me cringe at myself, because who wants to say, “Yes, I am TOO depressed!†It’s embarrassing, and counteractive, and you sound like all the other idiots who think they know something about being sad. Sometimes people are just […]
Hello again. I know that i havent been on in about a week, And that week has been sluggish. I came home to my siblings calling me names and my mom and brother discussing how weird i am and whatnot. I havent cut since what? Tuesday and i have been really off. I have this project and one of the questions is “Your Top 10 regrets” and i dont know if i should go all out and be true, or keep it simple and lie, because my family and teacher will read it? I have a lot of regrets and some of them are secrets.
I […]
Dearest strangers and friends,
Today I called my dad’s girlfriend to pick me up at the crossroad in front of my school since I was feeling down. ( okay, very down. ‘that building is high… the light is red, I could jump in front of…. would I break my neck if….’) When I called her I was still at the bus and I haven’t been in the school building. She picked me up, took me home and called my dad who called my GP. He wil fill in a ‘crisisform’ so I will get a psychiatrist right away.
I’m so happy, but scared as well. What can […]
I have a husband and daughter who love me very much. My doctor tells me that if I kill myself, they will never get over it. For their sakes, I am still here. I fail at everything I do. I can’t keep a job, because I can’t handle the stress. There are two people on this whole planet who care about what happens to me. Nobody else cares. And now I have to find another job. How do I tell a prospective employer that I’m Bipolar and have PTSD and that I will be a really good, hardworking employee until some life event sets me […]
Hi,
I’ve read through a lot of the articles on here and  if anything it’s been reassuring to know I’m not alone in the way that I feel. I don’t want to live anymore. I’m 25 and used to be on chatrooms when I was a teenager. I was one of the people you’d get consoling someone who had been contemplating suicide. I always believed that life would always get better and there would always be people to turn to. In fact, as well as getting better, life could also get worse, which is the side of the knife I find myself on now. I have […]
The fact is that I need to be someplace else! The major problem that I have towards my existence on earth. I can not do anything in my situation. Given a chance I’ll explain. Very well trying to be old-fashioned I knocked a girlfriend up 11 years ago. While coming in conflict with my career choice, I decided I needed to marry her &support a young offspring. I change my career path from being Involved in aviation to construction worker, which was just fine. Never really enjoying my merriage, but putting up with it for the sake of my son, knowing I will have to […]
I almost killed myself on Dec 8th. Just two days ago. I can’t really explain what happened, but I know I could of died. Something my boyfriend did just pushed me over the edge but truth is, it wasn’t about him at all. I’ve been feeling this pain. This excruciating pain that I can’t explain every moment I‘m awake. Everyday I wake up, and force myself out of bed. I try to hide it, and for the most part people buy it. One day I met up with some people from work, and one of the girls said to me she would die to […]