Something that I once built
As a set of goals and fixed opportunities
Protected my whole life
Been destroyed
By the conflicted torments
All that I did
I still couldn’t do anything to fix it
Because every time I tried to touch those pieces
They would just tremble into dust
Every aspect of broken pieces crumbled
At the tip of a tiny touch
As I walked through the kingdom once again
Felt like a hatred soul had woken up
Followed the same route
Protected the key with just nothing but darkness
Dug up a hole in the very pit of the soul
Tried so hard to not get close again
Tried so hard not to act the same again
Forcefully doing so
Challenged everything
Changed […]
She looks into her heart
Walking inside the kingdom
Everything shattered
Broken
Yesterday was clear and beautiful
Now a broken path so unrealistic
Everyone says it’s going to be alright
Everything is going to get better
But it doesn’t
It will never be alright
Hopes
Dreams
Were nothing but a broken promise
Love was once there
But not anymore
Memories vanished
So hazzy like they were never there
Afraid to die
Yes
But this life isn’t for me
No body really cares
My family wants the best for me
But the same time they just over protect me from everything
Always wanting me to be their baby
But always wanting me to have my own life
How am I supposed to have my own life when they keep me away
The more we fight
The more I lost track of time
I messed up so much
The more I mess up
The more bitter I turned
The more arguements and fights
The more I day dream about the what if’s
I lose
Now there’s no where to go
Trapped on this lonely broken path
More afraid than ever
People say I am lucky
But […]
It is difficult to pretend
Just watch these strangers
Who used to be really great friends
The quietness
The loneliness
The awkward gestures
The familiar faces
The memories
The guilt
The shame
Wanting to say hey
Hoping for a long conversation
Time
Every second
Every hour
Every day
Every fight trying to save the friendship
Every arguement just creates the situation worse
Tired of trying sometimes
Yesterday was nothing but a dream
It never really happened
When I look outside the window I see nothing but a nightmare
The dreams that I once accepted are now all gone
Just a faded memory
The only time that I’ll wake up from this nightmare
When my prince will come and rescue me
From this prisoned darkness.
The blackest of them all
AÂ pit where infinity goes on forever
AÂ melt down
An angel that will carry me off
Carry my heart with them.
I already miss that feeling.
Darkness and the enemy has taken me away for a long time
It was such an adventure but now
IÂ just want to feel safe
Feel protected
And feel loved
Feel accepted
I want my broken wings to be fixed
IÂ already learned my […]
Stupid memories leave me alone
No one cares
So stop
Angel doesn’t care as well
It’s too late
If he cared he would have answered he’s phone already
He would have texted Shadow back
He would have replied to his email
He already told Shadow to stop worrying about it
Shadow already know it is too late
Only thing to do is give up the fight
Shadow has to surrender this friendship.
Shadow understands
Angel doesn’t want to be friends anymore
Shadow knows her faults
Always be her fault
She should leave now
Angel doesn’t care
Reality is a *****
But Shadow really does understand
She hope to understand
She tried
But its too late
I’m sorry
I have failed you
You were a great friend
Actually might have been a great; best friend
I edit and rewrote this poem. Originally not mine but from an old friend. A stranger; now…Â I suppose. The reason why I rewrote this, because it is very beautiful and that person used to mean a lot to me. Still do in a way… but its difficult.. Hope you guys like it.
My hands Shaking like a winter leaf clinging
to the tree against the frost-bitten
Howling wind
My legs buckle as if I am atlas holding the sky
Against this I cannot win It binds me
I am a redwood tree I cannot be moved
But If the skies will allow the wind to whisper
I will sway to its voice
If it […]
Now I understand how you feel
You felt like you were dying
You felt like there wasn’t any hope left
When you see couples
All you wanted to do was cry
End your life
You felt left out
When you were with your friends
All you showed was your mask
But inside
You were being killed
Slowely
Painfully
Desiring your special person
Your love
… Your one and only
Maybe you’re future
That may never come true…
But…
I wish…
To spend one day together
Driving through the woods
With the music loud
And the windows rolled down
Taking awesome pictures
Ending by a relaxed time at the beach
Just wishing we had that special friendship
A bond
That will be strong
And a cherished memory
That will be remembered forever
so. my butterfly project is meh right now. I’m hoping it will pick up soon. buuuuuut. c’est la vie. anywho. i made a few more butterflies! and named them this time. for the names, http://butterflyprojects.wordpress.com/2012/07/30/so-this-time-around-ive-named-them-11/. but here are pics of them!
It’s hard to pretend
Just watch those strangers
Whom used to be really great friends
The quietness
The loneliness
The awkward gestures
The familiar faces
Mostly…
The memories
The guilt…
The shame…
Wanting to say hey
Wanting to share a long conversation
… Changes…
Every second
Every hour
Every day
Every time
Every fight trying to save the friendship
Every arguement just creates the situation worse
Tired
Tired of trying sometimes…
It’s not a Finished poem, I Have it written down in my journal and once I get my journal I will be writing all my Poems and See if anyone likes my writing, it’s from the heart and Things in my life…..
Addiictivetragedy:
i fell, I fell hard, i fell fast
How could I just stop Falling and put is in the past
I reall thought we would last
But I guess I was wrong again
&nd’ I dont know where to begin
We were together all day Every day
Hold eachother kiss eachother love eachother
I think about the times when we would […]
So you know how i did the butterfly project a few months ago? well, i’ve created a website/blog for people who want to tell their butterfly project story and share pictures. so yeahhhhhh.
http://butterflyprojects.wordpress.com/
Random Reminiscing , cos’ I let mom read the instructions..
(just like the bubble gum components being molded by our mouth, exchanging places to nowhere )
My clothes, school books, mags, and other toys for big men were designated to be inherited by my close relatives. I really thought she would be happy when she realizes my breathing identity is about to disappear from this lively planet, instead she scolded me, saying I had to help my brothers raise their family. So I wondered again, Am I really just the one selfish? or does it just runs in the family? Nah, we were programmed both from our […]
Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.†No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.†No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.†They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you […]
Hi Friends,
those of you with social anxiety(phobia) check the following book and audio.
the book and audio name is Overcoming social anxiety step by step by Dr. Thomas Richards
it’s very helpful, i have this problem but i am getting better with using these handout it.the following link is it’s torrent file link,
download it and lesson to it. believe me, you are going to feel differently by using it.
http://thepiratebay.se/torrent/3547317
http://www.torrentz.eu/search?f=overcoming+social+anxiety+step+by+step
you can also Google it in internet and download it from other sites.
i will wait for your feed backs and suggestions.
it’s all different now
it’s neo-age expressive innovation
the black jizz of emobation
spurting the truth right in their face
a happy ending
for a discarded human race
You messed up again , u Had Nothing to Prove .Â
U Don’t Love me , whats their to Loose …
You look me In the Eye But All u can say is Lies, made up Stories and Fake Alibis ..
How Can I Be able To trust when   I stress to Much, I’m confused to Kno if this love or is it just Lust …
I Cry so Many Nights SleeplessÂ
Trying to Win the Fight,Â
Hanging on to this relationship really tight .Â
Now im Loosing my gripÂ
My heart is Sinking like a flooded ship ..
Still hanging on at the […]
theirs a lonely girl im the corner of the bed . Crying about something that her nana just said. She is nothing to every one and every one is nothing to her … Going on life like this she see’s it as a blur …going place to place,home to home ,trying to fined some one that would make her feel loved … But to her thats something she’ll never be apart of … As she’s crying all alone in the corner her bed … She’s remembering the hurtful past that forever stays in her head ..she wants to die of all the pain that people […]
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