Forever and Always

You messed up again , u Had Nothing to Prove . 
U Don’t Love me , whats their to Loose …
You look me In the Eye But All u can say is Lies, made up Stories and Fake Alibis ..
How Can I Be able To trust when     I stress to Much, I’m confused to Kno if this love or is it just Lust …
I Cry so Many Nights Sleepless 
Trying to Win the Fight, 
Hanging on to this relationship really tight . 

Now im Loosing my grip 
My heart is Sinking like a flooded ship ..
Still hanging on at the bottom of the pit .. 

I think it’s time for me to give up ,
Leaving u because u Don’t Give a Fuck .! 
But my mind tells me one thing an my heart another , so im stuck . 

All of this time wasting away 
Going in circles at the end of each-day  
U messed up so my heart has to pay , 
I guess their was Never a “ForEver&&Always” …