Im sure I sound like a million different ppl u all have heard but, SUICIDE IS NEVER THE WAY!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE READ MY STORY AND I HOPE IT CAN HELP AT LEAST ONE PERSON. I came home from the hospital about 3 hours ago and it starts like this…. I an 23 years old/female and have struggled with depression and anxiety from the age of 12. I was sexually abused as a child by multipule family members including my own father. i have always struggled with my identity and feeling that others didnt love me and i never loved myself very much either. I have […]

You walk by me as I sit, unnoticed, in the secluded corner of the school. You came with her to have some alone time. Understandable. You saw me in the very spot you wanted to be. You wouldn’t have that. You tell me to move. I’m still in shock that someone is talking to me. You get no response from me. You grab me by what would be the collar of my jacket if it had one. You tell me again to move. But I’m sick of being pushed around. Sick of letting people like you decide how I feel and what I do. “Make […]

I keep praying to God for him to kill me …. but he doesn’t … you want to know what i have to say about that – WHY THE HELL NOT??? i mean i guess i have talent ( i mean second place in nationals in piano is definently something to brag about) BUT my parents treat me like a trophy … I HATE IT HERE … but i can’t kill myself or i will burn in hell , doesn’t God understand this .. i don’t wanna live on earth anymore , why does he keep me here … i hate it … I’ll always […]

Are they any radical muslims in the uk who are armed.?
If i in salt your your religion will you kill me. I don’t want to go for the hole bein stoned to death. But a gunshot to the head or heart. Donnie die’s in a tragic accident.

I am so depressed right now that it almost hurts to breathe. I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I want somebody to hold me so I can cry o. Their shoulder like a baby. But I can’t cry. I have a dam built up inside me to keep my emotions from showing. It has held up well so far, but dams break, and I’m scared of what will happen when my dam breaks.
Nobody understands me. Nobody knows how I really feel. No one knows how depressed I am or that I am constantly having to deal […]

Maybe my deep dark secret of depression is caused by my hormonal imbalance. I am 28 and showing significant physical symptoms of menopause. Maybe it is just stress. My periods are either too often or non-existent. Now they are more non-existent than anything all though I hate the damn thing anyways I’m pretty sure my hormones make me psychotic. In the past 3 months I finally get 1 and it lasts 2 days? On the other hand I have stressful things in my life. My husband is a drug addict. My numbers at work have been dropping (because I’ve been too stressed to focus) […]

I really have no respect for my state any longer! Months have gone by and I am still here feeling sorry for myself and talking suicide without doing it. It’s pathetic! I either kill myself FOR REAL or go ahead with this horrible life and make whatever out of it without complains. Staying here paralyzed, depressed and being a burden to others shouldn’t be a option.

Has anyone else wondered this. Why? Why is this happeneing to me? What did I do to deserve this?

I’ll tell you now, I may not have been a straight A student but I am a very good person. I don’t go out and party, I don’t get drunk, I don’t smoke, I am so respectful to everyone, I’m very nice to everyone, I really have no type of social life, I always try to be the peace-maker, I am honestly just a good kid.

So, every day I wonder. What the heck did I do to deserve this!! I don’t ever try to hurt people, so what exactly did […]

I think everyone has experienced thinking “what are we doing???”
This is exactly why we moved away. This is exactly why we seperated. This is exactly why we flew.
Our women want us to to stay. They think we will die or become a different person. We dreamed of a better life. Now we are too bored to enjoyed it.
Our great leaders are afraid of getting caught by the deamons of the past. Therefore we fight. Therefore we shoot. Therefore we kill.
We will drink and stay awake all night rather than seeing these pictures in our dreams again and again.
In our mission to […]

Hi everyone, I hope you can find the time to read this.
I’m an 18 year old boy living in england and I have just finished sixth form. I have been diagnosed with depression now for about nine months. I have seen numerous doctors and nurses and taken many different medications. I have attempted to take my own life about ten times now and although everytime I have tried I have failed I am sad that I have failed.
It all started about january time, I was dumped by a girl I really liked and I was heartbroken. That was the start of my problems. […]

That’s the question that makes me sick.

When I hear that question i want to kill whoever asked.

I don’t know how to make it any more obvious.

Do I need to put highlighter on my cuts?

Do I need to wear a sign that says “Suicidal”?

Or should i just make an announcement to everyone?

Because no matter how many times they ask,

The answer doesn’t change.

It was a no yesterday, and it’s a no today.

And guess what, tomorrow it will still be a no.

So quit reminding me that my life is shit.

If you have to ask someone if they are alright,

The answer is no.

…..

Now do me a favor please?

Ask me if […]

I want help but don’t know how to ask for it. I just cut myself for the first time in years. I can hardly see the exceeding pm in my hand from all the tears. I’m beyond saving, goodbye.

I’m one of those ‘bad luck’ kind of girls. It’s easier to point to my LiveJournal, but I don’t know that it’s allowed since it’s adult-related. You can skip the story with this synopsis: I have  no family, my friends are in other states, my luck with men is horrible, I survived (if you really want to call it that) extreme childhood abuse that turned into finding jerks to replay it.

I spent several years of my teens homeless on the streets of Los Angeles dodging hookers, pimps, and all manner of foul person. I’ve never been arrested and got my stupid drug using years over […]

i feel so alone, like there’s nobody here to help me and I’m just spiraling down and down and nobody’s there to stop me, i feel so alone, so helpless, everybody’s abandoned me, just left me for dead, and that’s exactly what i want to be right now, DEAD, but every time i get serious about killing myself i just think of the pain I’m gonna cause people, how many peoples lives ill ruin just because i wanted to be selfish, so maybe i wont do it now, but if things carry on the way they are, then that wont be enough to stop me […]

My name’s Jnina.

My name is Jnina. Kinda ugly name isn’t it? I think so too. I like to be called Nina. I don’t know where I should start. So i’ll confess everything. My name is Jnina, and im 14 this year. I was born in New York. My mom had me at 20, and I was the last child she bore. I have 3 other siblings. Out of the four, I am the only one that didn’t get enough attention. I was a mistake. My own mom didn’t know she was pregnant with me, 10 months after my older sister was born. But […]

Let me tell you bout my month yall
Endless shoppin’, I had a ball
I had to ball for therapy
My shrink don’t think that helps at all
Whatever, that man aint wearin’ these leather pants
I diagnosed my damn self, these damn pills aint workin’ fam
In my spare time, punchin’ walls fucking up my hand
I know that shit sound super cray
But if you had my life you’d understand
But, I cant fold
Some poor soul got it way worse
We’re all troubled in a world in trouble
It scary to […]

When I die I’d like to be a dragonfly and then for once I’ll feel alive. But what if there’s nothing after death, I want to remember my final breath. What if you’re nothing, and everyone forgets, no one will notice… I’m gone again.

Just in case I die tomorrow, I’m going to live today.

I actually know why I’m still here… it’s because I’m really too scared to kill myself.  But even though I have a daughter and husband and family and friends who all love me, I’m suffering.  I’m suffering a lot and I don’t want to continue to suffer the rest of my life.  How is it considered selfish of ME to want to end my suffering, but not of THEM to want to keep me around for no good reason other than they want me here.  And I don’t even know why they want me.  I’m not a great parent (she’s 3 and I can’t even […]