God , please !!!

Isn’t that five words lydiarose lol?

Musical skills and sensitivity/depression can often go together. Artists of all sorts can truly be tortured.

I was always praised inordinately for what I could do when I was young. I was living out my parents’ dream, but it was not my dream. I was an almighty emotional fuck-up when I finally emerged into ‘adulthood’. I guess I’ve always had a problem accepting that I could ever be loved for me.

Finally, if belatedly, realising that no one person is worth more than another and that we are ALL infinitely valuable regardless of our talents and abilities or lack of them, is what has helped me most to overcome my sense of unlovability. I try to give others what I lack myself…a sense of unconditional love, and sometimes that does actually help.

If you can bring yourself to believe in some kind of God or Higher Power that could also be a path to greater self-acceptance.

Zoe x