I went out with K again, and it helped a bit. I don’t know why. We didn’t do anything special. But we talked a lot, and now I know she’s like me. She sees the problems like I do. Well, not as much as I do, but a lot more than most people I know.
I still feel strange. Out of place. Like I’m from somewhere else. I still see the problems. The issues. But now I don’t feel hopeless. I feel like there’s a solution. Like there is a way out. A light in the dark. K showed me that.
I still have near to no faith […]