I hate everyone
I hate everything
Why am I called a coward for wanting to end my suffering?
Why does my pain not matter to anyone?
Why doesn’t anyone understand?
Why do I hate life so much?
Why does life hate me?
Why can’t I catch a fucking break?
What’s it gonna take?
Where’s God?
Why isn’t he helping?
Will they finally understand after I die?
Will God understand?
Is God real?
It’s like a stone in the pit of my stomach
I can’t get rid of it
The tears
The pain
The immense sadness that no one sees
FUCK
All i wanted […]
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Absolute Hell
You know what, this IS your fault! I said it plenty of times, I NEED you and I will DIE without you! You should have listened to me if you wanted me to live! You don’t show people you care about them by ignoring them! Do you feel guilty? You should, after the absolute HELL you’ve been putting me through! You should have NEVER told me you loved me if you never really meant it! I love you a lot! You’re the center of my universe and the light in my life! You are a GODDESS of beauty! When I am with you, everything just […]
Not many people know what it’s like to lose their hair.
As you age, you lose hair. When you get a haircut, you lose hair. I’m talking about a different kind.
It depresses me every time I move my head, wake up, shower… there are clumps of hair… everywhere. Falling out. My hair is dying to help keep me living. My hair could be dying, while I too, began to die.
If you put it into actuality, I’ve been dying for almost 3 years now, only now has it began to really come through.
I am dying, and I have accepted my fate. I have not accepted the fate […]