I’m having trouble expressing how sad I am because everything I’m saying here sounds like the cynical ramblings of a naive teenager, but I’ve had increasingly obsessive thoughts about how everyone ages and dies and gets sick and I have to let some of it out or I’m going to rip my hair out.
I don’t think you truly understand this until you get to a certain age, when you realize there really is no escape from this condition for everyone you’ve ever known; everyone’s getting unceremoniously assigned a horrible fate of slow decay and suffering.
I don’t care about my own life anymore but there have […]