2 years ago I was touchd by my unkle and my dad left me when I was 2 weeks old my gramy is on druggs and my great grama is going crazzy by being Alon and my sister and my mom fight every day I never got to live in a real house before always appartmenst I have only 1 sister and she Bates me so much she always says it she just said it like 3 minutes ago she says she wishes I would die I get picd on at school well I use to just because I got held back my mom is […]
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im going to see blink 182 on wednesday, a friend gave me a lastminute ticket, i feel alive around music, live music, and i just love it all, even the big crowds of people, which usually make me nervous and feel even more alon but music id the perfect way to communicate properly and people dont liein songs, im looking forward to it:) everyone needs to find something no matter how trivial that they can look forward to
Hello all, first apologizies for any typos, as am writing on my ipod. Anyway, well, I guess what brought me to this site is how sad and hopeless i feel. I’ve been struggling with depression since the age of 5; that was when I first had suicidal thoughts. My parents neglected meto the point of abandonment. After my father severely abused me, my mom and siblings we fled to my grandmother’s care. We were better but still faced poverty, hunger and chaos; along with my grandma lived my gangbanger cousin who brought drugs, sex and violence into our home and a schitzophrenic uncle who was […]