https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8g-FcVpg52c
I feared what I love and became what I hate
To settle down the score, I punished me
Young, I started to relate to every inch of misery
Now I’m going to sit back and watch me drown within
Forced myself to fail my father
So called rage has rotten me
Could reach for highs and uppers but still the fool
Down in the gutter embracing gloom
I threw fiction away just to realize there was nothing left
Enlightened by sin
I feel so alive cutting my skin
I don’t know why it takes so long
Just to find where I come from
I’m sinking way too deep […]