I want to kill myself, shocking, the problem is the backlash of a failure. I know for a fact that my therapist will send me across the country if I so much as even cut again. I have no idea what he would do if I attempted suicide. If I get sent away I know that the hospital will keep me long term. I can’t deal with that. I don’t know what I’ll do if my therapist finds out that I haven’t stopped cutting. I’m scared of that. I just want to end this terrible game of cat and mouse. No one is ever going to find out what’s […]
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Backlash
First post being my last post.. Just kidding, hope some still have a sense of humor.
by holy grail
written by holy grail
I’ve never sought help like this, nor looked for it. I’m bored and finished watching a movie(The Wackness). If you have seen this movie, i can relate to that kid and his heartbreak. I’ve only suffered one heartbreak, and it has nothing to do with where I am at(level of depression). That being said, I’ve done far much more damage to others. Not saying I’m a whore of sorts, just having issues with this backlash of reality.
OK, lets shorten this up so I have a chance to capture someone who can relate or pretend to relate. I was the happiest fat man in the world. […]