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Band Aid

I don’t know.

by walkthisworldalone 7/13/2013

written by walkthisworldalone

Hi, nobody’s even gonna read this but I guess it’s better to let it out.

I’m Lara, I live in the UK. I have a loving family, good friends and a pretty great life. I have a lot more than I need and i’m very grateful for what I have. But something just isn’t right. For two years now, i’ve been having thoughts of suicide and have been inflicting pain on myself. I don’t feel the pain anymore. Around the time I started having these thoughts, my friend was diagnosed with slight depression and bipolar disorder but her mood swings were far less severe than mine. […]

7/13/2013 3 comments

Which round is it anyway

by Fro-not-so-zen 1/28/2013

written by Fro-not-so-zen

It’s always a little disheartening to watch your favored boxer slip and move only to step into a hard punch that otherwise could have been avoided if he had done…nothing. Â He would have been better off had he not moved at all. Â And so it goes with life. Â What is the right question to ask here, if there is one at all? Â Is it important to take risks and repeatedly fail, with the very real risk of conditioning yourself to accept it? Â Or was this a mistake, misjudgment or worse- sign of weak character?

Over the past four years of my life, I’ve looked back at […]

1/28/2013 7 comments

What’s the point?

by silverdoor 1/28/2013

written by silverdoor

I just don’t see the use of living anymore. I’ve had 4 breakdowns and each one gets worse. Nobody understands. I don’t have money so the only therapy I got was a grad student in psych. He’s a nice guy but not enough to scrap me off the wall. People say suicide is about wanting to end the pain, not so much about wanting to end your life. But I’m always in physical and emotional pain and yeah, I want it to end. BUT when you can’t get the help you need to get better, why fight it anymore? […]

1/28/2013 2 comments

just one

by Dawn 7/11/2012

written by Dawn

yup. I cut last night. Just one but I couldn’t ‘not’ cut -.- I hate my brother. I like looking at it -.- blood came almost through the band-aid. beautiful -.- yeah I’m weird, whatever. I missed it tho.

7/11/2012 11 comments

That Coward In the Wrong Era

by SomeMalaise 6/27/2012

written by SomeMalaise

A mind that asks many questions
A mind mind that realizes there will never be any answers
A pair of eyes that cry in the wrong direction
A red heart longing for affection

I know the truth
And I want my heart to stop beating
For love in another means nothing if your own is slowly depleting

I’ve hated my life and the people who had to be in it
The horrible ones
And my useless mind and it’s emotions

No I’ve done my meditation
And like a band aid it covers over the wound temporarily
And I’ve been in counselling
And few understand I’m rare you see

And […]

6/27/2012 1 comment

You don’t need to read this, but I need to write it.

by worrystone 1/17/2012

written by worrystone

I HATE THIS. I feel so many things, and at the same time I feel nothing. I spend part of my day believing that everything will turn out alright, and I spend the other part wondering how I can even fathom waking up tomorrow. I’ve managed to turn my life upside down (feel free to have a look at previous posts for something of an explanation, if you really care). I’ve hurt one of the people I love and need most. Not that she knows how much I need her in my life. She said I keep too much to myself, that I’m too secretive. […]

1/17/2012 1 comment