Being A Good Father

I’ve done so many bad things I don’t know if there’s hope for redemption and I feel like I may as well end my life.  About a year ago I started drinking heavily and started consorting with people from the gutter.  I then began using drugs and since then have continued to use Cocaine.  Every time I do it, it’s after drinking a lot and I drink a lot because I feel despair and lost, and then the next day I feel even worse.   My wife wants to divorce me, I’ve ruined our finances, I’ve cheated, stole, and gone from being a good father […]