I cannont handle this. I am numb and everything hurts. My best friends  mom just broke his laptop on him so now we cant skype. I love that kid so much. My 16th birthdays in 4 days and I think march 1st sounds like a good suicide date. lets see what happens huh? I dont know anymore. my mind screams ” attempt. attempt. attempt. ” and I never have. Theres a first for every thing right? Ill try to OD and see what happens. I cant take this.  why am i suicidal? everything fucking triggers me and I am done.
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Best Friends Mom
So i just found out today that my best friends mom, who might as well be my mother, has had to go back to have more chemotherapy done to fight her cancer. She had to go to the hospital for an allergic reaction to the therapy.  We almost lost her…
Shes home now thank god. Â But it kills me to see her like this. Â She refuses to go back for any more help. Â She wants to ends her suffering now.
I don’t know what to do.  Life isn’t fair i know, but WTF!
I have another family outside my real one. They are my Spanish emmersian group from school, but lately I realize that they are not what they seem, and they get crueler everyday. But now I’m not so sure I love them anymore. I have known everyone there for 9 years and I’m not sure I can put up with them any more.
Also my best friends mom died of breast cancer and it’s made me so sad and depressed. I know I shouldn’t be talking because her family probably feels worse, bu I can’t help thinking that I should meet her […]
im only 11 and ive already had alot of suiside thoughts i feel useless to the world what the point of this everyone judges me and picks on me. resently my best friends mom died of colen cancer (RIP cythea curro) that brought me down i know if i comite suiside my bff will turn to it 2. im afraid of death, i never try and cut myself. my older brother is the worst, he tells me ill die a vergin he tells me ,”go to hell” “no one cares 4 u” he doesnt help. and just about a month ago my very 1st boyfriend […]
4 years ago, I tried to kill myself… the biggest regret in my life is that I failed. Today, my best friends mom called me to tell me that he no longer wants to be my friend. 22 years old and he can’t even tell me that himself??? I have stupid small medical problems, one after another, constantly holding me back from completely being healthy. Nothing major like cancer or anything, but still big enough to keep me down. And now this… my closest friend decides to drop me, and actually blocked my phone number so I couldn’t even ask him why. Why do I […]