So I may have stumbled on something very interesting,anger and sorrow seem to have the same effect on others just in a different way. For example a bank robber would use anger as a tool to get what they want. Sorrow people seem to want to comfort you and even when doing it unintentionally or not they will seem to do stuff to reach out to us to get us out of the pitch black pit which we suffer from.
Black Pit
Over the course of my short 26 years of life, I have attempted suicide on no less than 8 occasions.
From the age of 11, I was bullied at school, tormented and tortured by grown men who’d wait for me after school and not to mention the troubles I was working through at home and struggling to admit the fact that I am gay, even to myself.
All of this plus a few other reasons landed me in therapy.
From the age of 11 onwards I saw one psychotherapist after another and I’ve been on so many medications that it’s hard to be certain of the exact number. […]
I’m drowning in a sea of homework, I’m in classes way to smart for me, I’m so mad at myself because theres this kid in one of my classes that I’m trying to look up to but it just turns into a black pit of jealousy…. I have school in a few hours…. I can’t miss anymore days…. I don’t know what I’m going to do….