We’re all little dust particles, none of us really matter in the end, but we can enjoy floating in the sunlight
Until the sky clamps shut and we fall to the floor in dark water
Shit, I didn’t take my pill today, what the fuck am I thinking
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Blips
I am really struggling at the moment. My suicidal tendencies are so strong, I am so de-sensitised to the idea of killing myself, that it is really only my two sons who keep me anchored. When even that becomes not enough, I go into hospital, where I am now – again – the fifth time in 2 1/2 years, and I’ve already been in now for five weeks this time. I just looked at my progress chart, and basically there has been none – a few blips where I got better for a few days, and then I drop down again.
I am just loosing […]