shes breaking down
oh so quick
she thought she was happy
that thought soon flipped
and now she is dark
dark as can be
some tears are clear
while hers are black
shes breaking down
cant u see
if only she can hit
the bottom of the sea
dont u love her
she wouldnt know
so why not tell her
shes breaking down
further and further
her blades hide away
til her ands meet a corner
and slit her finger
then from there
goes deeper and deeper
cant you see
see what she could be
if only someone
could be just like me
as shes […]
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Bottom Of The Sea
A sailor (me) sees a ship sinking, so he rows his boat to the wreckage to see if he can help. He takes one refugee, then another, then another. More start clamoring for help, each one desperate to cling on to anything that floats. The rowboat can’t take any more. But how can the sailor leave them behind? How can he choose who gets to live, how can he tell the others, “No room. You have to die”?
He can’t. So he keeps taking on refugees as his rowboat sinks lower and lower. There is no solution, none that he can accept without being haunted by […]
It hurt so much inside. All I could feel was the pain and sadness. This was like a dark creature at the bottom of the sea. It feels no pain, has no mercy and keeps no love in its dead heart, only hate. It was overwhelming and I couldn’t see that bright light therapist say is up ahead. There was only darkness. That is what only a portion of my depression felt like. I actually named my depression War. My soul hates how it makes me feel hollow afterward. I feel deprived of love and life. Hollow comes on like a rainstorm. Sometimes you can […]