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Broken Toy

I think i’ve finally had enough, I think i maybe think too much, I think this might be it for us….

by Nat.... 10/16/2012

written by Nat....

(Blow me one last kiss)

So Hi! :3

Lol. They wanted to take me back to hospital today.. And I finished all of my colouring pages. Then destroyed some with black crayons and random scribbles of what I think are meant to be words.

I keep thinking it’s my fault.. Just seeing her screen name is enough to start a breakdown. It’s physically impossible for me to have done that.

I don’t think I can take much more of this, And the fucking pretending is driving me insane. I can’t do that anymore, I’m going to break soon.

Well, As I always say.. I’m a broken toy. A little Teddy-bear, […]

10/16/2012 2 comments

Are you afraid of being alone? ‘Cuz I am. I’m lost without you. Are you afraid of leaving tonight? ‘Cuz I am. I’m lost without you….

by Nat.... 9/21/2012

written by Nat....

I have the worst fucking headache ever. 🙁

Today during first lesson, I got this amazing feeling. Y’know, That feeling of ‘everything is going to be okay’? Well, it’s gone now. It’s been replaced with hopeless despair and the slight sickening thoughts of ‘This could all be over’ are slowly creeping into my mind and taking over. I’m afraid of being alone.. I’m really afraid. I don’t want to be alone…

I really want to have something new to say, But I don’t. I have nothing. Same old shit about this broken toy that you’ve all read before.

My OCD is getting worse, A fuck load worse. And […]

9/21/2012 3 comments

Short intro

by jael85 9/15/2012

written by jael85

I’m Jael, nothing special about me. Had a rough life since I could remember. Parents left at a young age and I was passed around like a broken toy. Eventually I was raised by a family friend. I haven’t seen my parents since.Â They never wanted me anyway.

I have had issues with guys forever. I was molested most of my life by this family friend. Yes you could say my head is a bit fucked up now. Many things have happened (not sure how much to share)Â and I have reached way beyond my breaking point. This world doesn’t need me and no one else does […]

9/15/2012 1 comment