I can’t calm the burning sensation of thoughts racing through my mind. i just want to sit in the rain and be washed away. i wish there was a way to control the  rage of my emotions, but I feel like i can’t, because I do not know what is causing the pain. at the end of the day, i just want all the hurt to go away. i really do. what can I do? i hate being so alone everyday. so vulnerable, so dare i say, unhuman.
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Burning Sensation
I just cut myself for the very first time, I had been thinking of doing this for a while but never did. Tonight it all was too much and I did it and it was AMAZING, the feeling of the reason on my skin and the slight burning sensation as it broke it apart. The little blood that came out was like the reward for a good job and I can’t wait to do so again.